Here I am

Here I am. Yet another crossroad. Still looking at the path that brought me here, not knowing how I came, not knowing where I will go. The haziness amazes me, but it still feels like I don't want go anywhere anymore. Time used to be much slower than this once. Four years I have walked this path. These were not the golden years, nor did it show something that I have never seen before, no...it must be something much more than this. Yes, these were the four years of my life. Where do I look back?, what do I look back at?, the gates are shut forever. But I have grown richer, fuller and more complete and I can look forward. Not afraid anymore, just unsure.